Wow.......it's been awhile since I've reported 'present' here. Truth is I have fallen victim to this long 'harder than usual' winter. It thaws and snows and thaws and snows........and since the middle of February I have been drawn to some online summits and seminars that have been all encompassing, and completely engrossing.
I have been so completely captivated, the information coming so hard and fast, that I decided to just surrender to the process. There were a series of Lectures by so called 'New Age' Masters......so many with theories of breaking through our veils of consciousness (or unconsciousness)........all charging $97 or $197 or $997 for 'more' (I could not bear more) ......There were 'tapping' sites, and various energy healing CD's.......actually I became overwhelmed with the amount of information I was receiving....still persevering the 'self inflicted' onslaught.......certain there was a message I needed to hear in this barrage.
I have been so completely captivated, the information coming so hard and fast, that I decided to just surrender to the process. There were a series of Lectures by so called 'New Age' Masters......so many with theories of breaking through our veils of consciousness (or unconsciousness)........all charging $97 or $197 or $997 for 'more' (I could not bear more) ......There were 'tapping' sites, and various energy healing CD's.......actually I became overwhelmed with the amount of information I was receiving....still persevering the 'self inflicted' onslaught.......certain there was a message I needed to hear in this barrage.
If you can't tell, I am very self reflective.......and I'm at the point in my life that I know something has to change......and still trying to figure out what. Or perhaps something just has to be revealed. Or recognized.....or remembered.......as a deeper truth......and I'm sure I'm not alone given the numbers of people logged on to these lessons!
So this is what I am drawn to right now........some lessons with a guy who drives home the 'I AM' theory..........He believes, no KNOWS, that we create our reality by our 'being'.....and then our thinking. So he says we need a really solid list of 'I AM's' to create the wonderful life we are meant to have. For example..... I AM HAPPY, I AM WEALTHY, I AM JOY, I AM LOVED, I AM LOVE, I AM BRILLIANT, I AM LUCKY, I AM BLESSED, I AM LIVING ON A TROPICAL ISLAND.......he says to have a list of about 20 to 40 really good and detailed 'I AM's' and to feel them with enthusiasm.....it's a little more involved than that. This is not new to me....but I can always use a refresher course.........
I am also enrolled in a 7 week seminar with Jean Houston.........
and studying the Enneagram in addition to all of that......
Why this? Why now? No idea, just following my nose and...........rolling down the hill.........
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